Emerge includes (3) tracks: Blanket, Brave, and Phoenix. YouTube is embedded with Closed Captions to play.
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Get a Limited Edition Emerge CD. The cover includes an original self-portrait drawing inspired by the promo photo, taken by Katie Swain. Printed lyrics are included inside.
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Image Description: Ten CDs placed in two rows against a black background; five above and five below. The CD cover is a self-portrait drawing of Ani. Their eyes are closed. They have short, dark hair and facial scruff. They are shirtless. There are 3 unique styles with different borders. The top row from left to right includes (4) with an off-white background and red striped border and (1) shows the back cover with text: "Ani Valor Trueheart 1. Blanket 2. Brave 3. Phoenix Lyrics Inside P.C. Katie Swain." The bottom row from left to right includes (1) with an off-white background with a black striped border and (4) with a beige background and yellow striped border.
I wish my mind was soft
A blanket waiting to wrap me up away from the world
Yet in the crevices the circuits wire me unsafe behind the walls of my own skin
Love is not a home I really know
I search for it in constellations and angels in the snow
And even when I taste love, I hear a record glitching words of aching grief
They say
Love is a not a home I grew up in
So I look up to the stars and question a god I thought I knew
I hate to hug myself alone
I miss the warmth of loving arms around me
And tender lips to kiss my tear-streaked cheeks
I hate to hug myself alone
I miss the warmth of loving arms around me
And tender lips to kiss my tear-streaked cheeks
I wish my mind was soft, a blanket waiting to wrap me up away from the world
I’ve been trying to write this song for years now
The tune’s been in my head
On my heart somehow
And I knew the day would come to write the words
So I’d pick up my guitar and play towards the hurt
I’d strum away at my pain
To feel the music in my skin again
And I finally found those missing words
I get to share my truth with the world
I’m ready now
For this endless fight
Cuz I know I’m not alone
And I’m gonna live my life
And I’m proud of who I am
And I’m gonna be brave and stay in the light
I spent too many years not being me
I got scared in the crowd and read someone else’s lines
And I tried to run away over and over and over again
But there’s now escape fleeing in the daylight
Hiding in moonlight
I’ve always been right here
Strumming away at my pain
To feel the music in my skin again
And I feel my heart calling me
To be who I was meant to me
I’m ready now, for this endless fight
Cuz I know I’m not alone
And I’m gonna live my life
And I’m proud of who I am
And I’m gonna be brave and stay in the light
Are you ready now, for this endless fight
Well, you know you’re not alone
And we’re gonna win this time
Cuz we’ll love and love again
And we’re gonna be brave and stay in the light
Steppin’ out, steppin’ out of this fire
From ashes and smoke
I emerge with my arms stretched out
I don’t know how long it’s been
I was lost in the flames
I’m ready
I’m ready
I’m ready
To fly again
Come on at me
I’m not afraid to die
You can try to kill me
I’ll just burn up and rise again
I’m a force untamed
I’ll face anything
Are you ready
Are you ready
Are you ready
To see me
Watch my arms turn to wings
Watch my body ascend
I’m on fire
I’m on fire
I’m on fire again
I’m on fire again
I’ll be around, living immortally
My lifetimes have seen beauty and suffering
My tears can heal
There’s power in my pain, so
If you need me
If you need me
Just look to the sky and then
Watch my arms turn to wings
Watch my body ascend
Oh higher and higher
The sky has no end for me
There’s no end for me
Watch my arms turn to wings
Watch my body ascend
Oh, higher
I’m on fire
Oh watch me transcend
Watch me transcend